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Amper tells Goran: You now know all that is worth knowing.

Let what happens, happen. Just go on, everything has been mapped out since the beginning of time.

That it took so long is not important. It is not the time that counts, because on the whole, time does not exist. You know you are dead, but still you live on and you know how.

Many things will happen for your sake. You know this too. You have seen how easy you can now see the light at night and in the morning. And it is easy for you to see yourself.

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I once said at the table: “Release the rapids”.

I had no idea at the time what the words meant. We were told that I had said these words once, a long time ago.

I know where this happened and even how long ago.

I was on a planet that mankind will once again return to. The people – or similar beings that were like humans – who lived on this planet, were somehow destroyed. The same thing had happened to all other life that existed there.

I did not understand then what I said, now I think I know. I once promised these souls to be allowed to return to their beloved planet.

This will be done in the so-called future. They will find passages under the ground to show that intelligent beings once lived there.

I myself have had contact with these souls, so they know that they once again will and can return.

Many of them are now on Earth; I know some of them personally. And where were they before? Well, on another planet, and before that yet another, and so on. Besides Earth, there are a total of nine planets with life on them. Can we humans spread? Can we persist and prevail?

And can you immediately understand what is taking place? I am in any case calm now, for it seems that I can continue.

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I saw an infinitely long procession; it was like a sort of joyful parade. There was a man at the front.  It seemed that everyone was following this man. I saw it all from above. I even knew who this man up ahead was.

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I partied last night, way too much. I did not get to bed until the small hours. I began with the usual ritual, but did not so get so far and I fell asleep.

I dreamt that I was a site manager, renovating a building on several floors. But everything was collapsing into chaos.

The rows of windows that went vertically had cracked, water was running here and there and everything was a single mess. A man who was my boss came. He asked me what was going on. I replied that I had not even been given a set of plans and files; it seemed like I was defending myself. The manager said that he sent seven glaziers who were busy with the repairs. Myself, I seemed mostly perplexed. This manager did not even accuse me of anything. He just assessed the state of things.

I woke up early, remembered the dream, and thought it was horrible. Started again from the beginning and carried out everything. I then turned over, went to sleep and dreamed again.

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I was out driving a car on a gravel road; it was summer. I’d done my errands and was driving back home when I discovered that it had been snowing. There was certainly a half-meter of snow, white, loose, wonderful snow on the road. It seems that everything had sorted itself out.

I got help from my father, who had sent out the seven glaziers. The snow showed that my light and my love reached where it was supposed to. I’m happy about those dreams. They tell so much.

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I found myself in a huge garden. There were lots of fruit trees that were of a fertile age. I was grafting in new shoots on the branches. I remember that I had to go around to different gardens. I was doing this grafting work all the time.

The new shoots that I planted are the children that are born, the trees are their mothers. The children who are born now have a completely different attitude.

They are forgiven, blessed and quite other beings than the last time they were born, they are free at last. The thing with me moving between different gardens can signify other planets. The people I talk to during my rounds believe it is so.

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I stood in front of a writing desk with five or six drawers. On top was something like a removable shelf.

Beside me stood a man and a woman, watching me. I lifted the shelf in one corner, inserted a key and turned it, opening the top drawer.

I did this every day, all the time. The two standing next to me seemed bewildered as to how I could do this, how I went about it.

When I opened the box, I took out two things; the things I use when I do my rounds.

No-one other than myself could open that drawer. No one else in the entire universe.

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I was staying in the forest in a cabin and had something to sell which was in high demand. I don’t know from where, but from somewhere I had been given the rights to sell what I did and I was certainly very good at it. People came from near and far to visit me. It may also be that some came from very, very far away. Everything was fine with what was happening.

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Last night I went my rounds as I usually do. I finished up, gave thanks for the food, the drink and for the day that had passed. I continued with what I usually do after that.

After the first sentence a water surface appeared. On it floated the last remnants of a ship that was sinking into the depths.

This hit me hard, I will never forget it. There was only a tiny little time left before it was completely engulfed and surrendered to the custody of the deep.

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I stood on patio by the lawn. There was a man who had a secret mission; he had been in combat. He was now going to travel afar for something special. He had a large trolley loaded with luggage, he was checking his luggage time and time again. I gave him some objects myself which he also checked.

He got cameras and the like from me so that he could document what was there. This mission was secret and highly important. This man would be leaving on his journey very soon, almost immediately.

After this dream, it took a while, before the words came to me. With these words, I understood the dream better:

They were balanced. Dependent on each other. They were the same thing. Loving and loved for what they were. Linked together.

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“Let what happens, happen. Just go on, everything has been mapped out since the beginning of time.”

“It is not the time that counts, because on the whole, time does not exist”

“You know you are dead, but still you live on and you know how”  

“I once promised these souls to be allowed to return to their beloved planet”

“The new shoots that I planted are the children that are born, the trees are their mothers.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“After the first sentence a water surface appeared. On it floated the last remnants of a ship that was sinking into the depths.”  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
“They were balanced. Dependent on each other. They were the same thing.”