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I have been through much in my life but never anything like last night. I went to bed as usual and read for a while. I turned out the light and started my rounds as always. But what was this?

I had great difficulty finding words or my thoughts. I had to fight my way forward for every word and sentence and understood that something was consistently going into me. This was definitely not something from this Earth.

I felt observed in all I was thinking. It was also like a test. This stranger wanted to see how far I could go, or how much I could take.

During this examination I did not feel under threat or that someone wanted to do me harm.

My round usually takes an hour but this time it took twice as long.

This visit was very strange. It could not have been Gåli, nor Amrice, for they already know everything about me. And why is it just me who is subject to such strong scrutiny?

Could it be that what I am doing is beginning to echo in the universe? Far out there, an echo on all these countless planets where the universe and reality exist? It would not surprise me in the least. I’ve known this for a long time. I’m grateful for the protection I get from my friends, my friends in the cosmos.

I talked to Chreel this morning about what I had experienced. She said that she had seen many eyes when she went to bed. Various sizes and appearances. She asked them to leave her alone and didn’t think any more about them. Chreel also said that these eyes were viewing and observing.

I understand that because we both felt this foreign presence that there really had been something here.

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This morning, after my round I suddenly saw something I had never seen before. There was a ring of beings formed around me. Their heads were large and wide at the top which narrowed down sharply towards the chin; I thought there was hardly any chin there. I do not know how many they were, but there were many of them.

They were standing maybe ten meters from me. It felt like they were protecting me against external danger. They were all facing me. I cannot imagine how anyone could get inside that ring or force to hurt me.

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I stood in an athletics stadium. A marathon with two participants was going on. A man was steadily dragging at the front and the other was behind. They kept up a hard pace. They came into the arena, were to go round once again for a final run and then exit the arena.

Me and a member of the government were waiting to see how the race went.

“It’s good that our man is behind and can rest,” said the politician.

“It’s not as easy as it looks,” I replied.

It felt like the two had run for eons of time, for as long as anything.

Our man did not want to give up, not under any conditions. It seemed like there was no competition between the two. We were expecting them at the finishing line at any time.

I think that they and I were the same person or the same energies. I was completely exhausted when I got up this morning. I felt like I had been running all night long.

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“I had to fight my way forward for every word and sentence and understood that something was consistently going into me. This was definitely not something from this Earth”

“It felt like the two had run for eons of time, for as long as anything.”  

“I was completely exhausted when I got up this morning. I felt like I had been running all night long.”