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Goran / Jorun: – So, we hear from each other again. It was a long time since last. Yes, you know how. I have a question for you: When will I get there?

Amper (always in italics): – Very, very soon. I know that you crave and yearn like no other. You will get a long, long time there, a whole life awaits you.

You have done and are doing something that no one else is close to understanding. There are no words to describe your work and how you never give up.

It’s like you say, you do not give up even though you will die; but you will never die, you know this too.

That you are working with permeates everything that exists everywhere on the globe and in the entire cosmos.

We have waited so long for this that no one ever thought it would come. But it came and how it came! From the smallest and simple something great has emerged, no one could know that it existed.

The key that opened all of this has been found. It will never again be lost. You yourself have no chance to understand what you do, it is impossible to understand it.

It is as it is and cannot be destroyed.

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I was standing outside a house by a road. A woman ran past several days in a row. One day she stopped, sweaty and tired. I got the feeling she was looking for something that she had produced long ago, without finding it. The object of her search was standing right in front of her but she did not understand this. She was stuck in her old beliefs, she was not listening.

A man appeared and I asked him what his profession was, what he was doing. I was told that he and his father ran a business that helped people to unite.

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A man was living in the woods. There were lots of planks of wood that lay in stacks throughout the entire plot. There were so many, stacked so close, that you could not see the ground between them. This man was immensely rich, not rich in money or values but rich in another, a proper way.

I myself had great respect for him. Then one day it all the wood, all the planks were gone. Everything was neatly stacked a bit away from the house. The land surrounding the house was bare and very beautiful. Blooming heather grew there. It was like a revelation to see all this.

Someone was coming to visit and he was something special.

Yes, I might know what and who was coming.

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I stood in a hockey rink against another player. The face-off was imminent, and the referee was just about to drop the puck.

Yes, it seems that something new will happen. As if a new game is about to begin. I hope for a new era, I will do everything I can so that everything will ultimately be as it once was. The time when no envy existed, where people and creatures loved each other, as it was once meant to be. Perhaps a new beginning.

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I fell asleep in the middle of my round, was about to start with those who are born. I dreamt I had a large company. I lay in a bed there and did not want to get up. A young lady put her fingers on the top of my nose. She probably wanted to get me up, wanted me to wake up.

I walked around this company. A man wanted me to take care of a big bunch of car keys.

They looked like new. Another man wanted to watch the planets at night, I had many that were there. A woman wanted me to drill holes in a door.

I remembered the dream directly when I woke up. I just had to get going and finish my rounds.

I personally love it, when I become aware, get reminded. Then everything becomes good and everything gets put right.

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I dreamed  I was in a hotel, high up in a room. Someone told me that I was always observed and seen, observed and protected.

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I was at a large single storey house, there on vacation. There were a load of things all around the outside of the house. I picked them up and swept the area clean.

I was going to leave for home, the car was parked next door, ready to drive away. I discovered drifts of white down, lighter than snow. I swept these away too.

It looked like white galaxies in space. I have begun to go with them recently. Perhaps it was these galaxies that were shown to me in this way. It is also a form of cleaning that I work with when I do my rounds.

Throughout the dream, and the whole time I was doing the cleaning, a woman was in the periphery. She was there but yet not. She did not believe in or understand what it was I was doing.

Yes, how will anyone understand this? I barely understand it myself or realize what I am doing and what the outcome will be. I believe in any case in what I do and put my trust in the one who it concerns.

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“It’s like you say, you do not give up even though you will die; but you will never die, you know this too..”  

“The key that opened all of this has been found. It will never again be lost.”  

“This man was immensely rich, not rich in money or values but rich in another, a proper way.”  

“The time when no envy existed, where people and creatures loved each other, as it was once meant to be.”

“I believe in any case in what I do and put my trust in the one who it concerns.”