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These words came to me this morning but they disappeared so quickly I almost lost them. I’ve been thinking about them during the day.

Who are you? What are you doing? How do you accomplish what you do?

The first question from today was so strong that it cannot be addressed in writing.

The other question only I can  understand.

The third. Yes, the word accomplish. I have to do what I do, if I don’t, everything will die.

The nine members of the orchestra. The nine landed and went to look for the tenth. The forty who left the ship and looked the same. I believe that none of these existences knew that things would not function otherwise

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I was up on a roof. Workers, many they were, were removing the outer roofing material, which was corroded, so it could be replaced. These men worked busily, looking over to where I was now and then. When they were finished, I saw how a new, first rate roof had been put on.

Then the picture changed. I walked with a woman for a long time. In the end she did not want to let me go. She more or less clung to me. Then suddenly she went with another woman. I went after her, I do not know if I called her name or not. She just continued on like she had not heard or as if she had forgotten me.

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I meditated last night, and a remarkable sight came to me. I was standing in a park where there was a round flower bed full of white flowers. Lines of white flowers emanated from this bed, it looked like a great sun. Only in the center was a spot where the soil was visible.

I know someone was standing there. Maybe I know, but not for sure; the person did not appear. Suddenly, it all went straight up in the air. The rays of flowers turned to light. Each light beam was split in two. One part went off into the cosmos, the second part pushed down to all parts of the earth.

I was meditating with others. When I told them what I had experienced a woman thought that it represented a kind of elevation of man. When she said that, a large energy pulse went through my body, one of the strongest I’ve ever felt.

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I was somewhere by a road.  There was a coffee shop or a small restaurant there. A small house was next door. Many people were waiting to be served, some got served but most didn’t. There was a man working in the kitchen. Someone said you must hurry up so we get something too. He said he was alone here and was doing all he could.

Then suddenly a man came with a huge box full of all sorts of food, neatly packed. I knew him very well, was very fond of him, and embraced him warmly. Everything worked out and everything was fine.

It went wrong last night, I woke up and started to do my rounds again. I pulled myself together. I started from the beginning and did everything right.
I understand the people who were waiting. The man in the restaurant was me, so too was the man who arrived with the big box of food – my other self. All others close to me were souls.

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“The nine members of the orchestra. The nine landed and went to look for the tenth. The forty who left the ship and looked the same.”  

“One part went off into the cosmos, the second part pushed down to all parts of the earth.”

“When she said that, a large energy pulse went through my body, one of the strongest I’ve ever felt.”

“The man in the restaurant was me, so too was the man who arrived with the big box of food – my other self.”