—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I stood in the hallway outside Chreelís room.  A short woman, she was maybe a hundred and thirty-five centimeters tall, came out. Chreel was lying in bed. The short woman came up to me and hugged me.

She was neither white or black in complexion and had a body like granite. She was definitely not a creature with blood in her veins. I felt no breasts, and as I felt her buttocks, they were as hard as stone. I felt that this creature loved me dearly.

She wanted to do everything for me.

It was probably a kind of soul we call a Ready who was with Chreel all the time. I’m sure of this.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

Reflection

It seems that mankind is afraid of something, but it does not know what it is. It feels like people deep down know something will happen. This innermost fear can express itself in many ways. For example it can cause financial crises, or lead to increased violent actions and alienation.

People are no longer secure in themselves. I think that deep down they know of what is coming, they have a kind of premonition. They do not understand that after this enormous destruction something new will emerge.

I have really tried my best to raise the consciousness of all who are born, not only on Earth but also on all the other planets that are in the same state.

I started with ten kilograms of stamps but when I went to sell them there was only one kilogram left. This single kilogram is the start and the beginning of the new. A long time will elapse but eventually everything will turn out fine, not like before, but with a higher consciousness.

I was so sure when this got decided, I felt like there was no other alternative. Otherwise, the Sun would have expanded eradicating all life.

This has happened at least nine times before with other planets, including Mars. I’ve promised those souls that they will be able to return to their beloved planet once again.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I bought or leased a big blue vehicle, a van. I got into it and saw that there were loads of eggs in it. I got in and saw lots of eggs. Some were packed in cartons, all were visible. I counted them and made it five score. This number five came true in a dream. The van was messy and untidy, there were things lying everywhere. 

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was driving a car and came to a village where a woman was standing on the left side of the road. She sold small eggs there every day. I asked if they were quail eggs. That was the case. “Do you have more eggs?” I asked. She then went into a house and came back with many more eggs, some of them looked square.

I discovered another woman standing on the other side of the road. She too had many eggs in large packages. These were probably for a later stage.

I continued driving along the road that became narrower and narrower. It ended in a gully which the car plunged straight into. It was totally impossible to get up again.

There was now a man with me. I saw before me a huge rock, out of this rock a dark-skinned man’s head stuck out. This head said something like, “this era is at its end, Jorun”.

I’m not sure what he meant. I was not in any way damaged by the fall into the gully. Even the car had survived without any damage.

I’ll probably be starting over again in the near future.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was sitting in a café together with Chreel. A man came over with the bill and I spoke to him. We talked about when I was there last about ten years ago with a girlfriend. The old coffee shop had burned to the ground, there was not anything left of it, not even ruins.

A new one was built and Chreel and I were now sitting in it. The cups we drank from had two handles. A usual one plus a much larger one standing straight out.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

Chreel and I were at a sort of concert in a large hall with rows of benches. We sat in our respective places in this hall. Afterwards we were going to meet up, we were going to go home. I went looking for her but couldn’t find her. After many twists and turns I found her, I do not know where she had been.

This was probably about the present, but it may also have been about the past or future. I was very happy when we were reunited.

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“She was neither white or black in complexion and had a body like granite. She was definitely not a creature with blood in her veins.”  

“It seems that mankind is afraid of something, but it does not know what it is.”  

“This innermost fear can express itself in many ways. For example it can cause financial crises, or lead to increased violent actions and alienation.”

“They do not understand that after this enormous destruction something new will emerge.”

 

“I have really tried my best to raise the consciousness of all who are born, not only on Earth but also on all the other planets that are in the same state.”  

“I started with ten kilograms of stamps but when I went to sell them there was only one kilogram left. This single kilogram is the start and the beginning of the new.”

“A long time will elapse but eventually everything will turn out fine, not like before, but with a higher consciousness.”