—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was out driving in a car with a woman who drove really badly. I said, “let me drive,” and put myself behind the wheel. The windscreen was dirty on the outside, I put the wipers on and visibility got a little better.

The windows were covered in condensation on the inside as was the entire car interior. A boy in his teens sat in the back seat.

I could hardly see the road in front of the car, it was shrouded in mist. I drove on anyway, moving forward.

I started to bleed terribly from a wound. I got something to wipe the blood away with. The woman said that we had to go to the emergency room. We did this, but then I saw that the blood had stopped and I was completely healthy.

The young man who sat in the back of the car said that there was not a drop of blood in the car, amazed by this more or less bloodbath.

The car we rode in was something special. When the windows were wound down there was no center post, it was a type of convertible. The seats were large and soft, totally white like everything else in the car. A wonderful vehicle.

I am now free. I suffered enormously for a while, hence the great amount of blood.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was resting after dinner, I fell asleep and saw many children, both boys and girls, peering at me. I noticed that someone was missing, then saw the one I was looking for. He was standing a little behind the others, he didnít want to stand out.

He was dark-skinned, and he appeared to be saying, “this is me”.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

Just before I fell asleep last night, I felt Chreel near me, I did not see her but she was above me in the air.  She said nothing but made contact with the part of my brain that is not the ordinary consciousness. I knew how she gently touched me and knew immediately that she wanted me to go with her somewhere, I felt this very clearly.

It was a nice experience. I also became clear this moment, perfectly clear, that part of me cannot die but lives forever and ever.

I said to Chreel that morning at breakfast: “You went to sleep early last night, didn’t you?”

I was told that this was the case. I myself had not quite fallen asleep but was in the state between waking and sleeping, so I had time to perceive her.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was on a train carrying many passengers. I was carrying a bag with my wallet in it. When I arrived at the destination and went to take my bag out I saw the wallet was gone.

A man had his car with him inside the train. He sat behind the wheel, he reversed the car a little bit and everything went well, he could somehow drive it off the train. All passengers got off too.

I left the train myself and came into a large hall decorated with tasteful armchairs – a delightful room. I chose one of the armchairs and sat down. A dark woman held a sort of speech, I do not know about what.

I now remember that I had had a lot of money in my wallet.

It was after my rounds this morning that this dream came.

I was the only living being on the train, hence the car. I understand too that the money had no meaning at all for those who came to the place of destination.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was standing outside a store, my girlfriend was in there with another man. His girlfriend had written a letter and put a stamp on it. She had put the stamp on crooked on the envelope, it was crinkled and dirty too.

The man told her, “Let’s go into the store.†here is a man in there who knows how to do this.”

They went in together. The man inside told her how to do it. Her eyes went black with anger, she did not like being told what to do like that.  I said to the man, “You do not know her as well as I do.”

I left the store alone, and drove away in my white car. I was going to visit someone where I got some peace and quiet. It was probably Chreel I was heading to.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

All of a sudden this morning I got a clear picture. I was in a cave. I looked out and saw blue sky with some small curly wisps of clouds. It felt like I was more or less imprisoned in the cave, but that soon it was time to come out and there I would find freedom.

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“I am now free. I suffered enormously for a while, hence the great amount of blood.”  

“She said nothing but made contact with the part of my brain that is not the ordinary consciousness.”

“I also became clear this moment, perfectly clear, that part of me cannot die but lives forever and ever.”  

“I understand too that the money had no meaning at all for those who came to the place of destination.”  

“It felt like I was more or less imprisoned in the cave, but that soon it was time to come out and there I would find freedom.”