—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was working on an old car from the twenties or thirties. I was washing it, polishing it; I even hoisted it up so I could get underneath to clean it everywhere thoroughly. I worked a long time with it before I felt it was done. I really loved this car, did not know how much I wanted to see it restored.

I was in a coffee shop. A woman was already there, a man came in. The woman was going to donate money to this man. They were in complete agreement about everything. The man asked when this donation would happen. The woman replied that it would soon be time.

Another young woman came into the picture. She more or less threw herself over me, kissing me all over. It seemed as if she had waited a long time to do this, to see me. It felt as if she loved me more or less insanely. I do not know how this ended.

I finally got in my car and started driving away.

It was a new road I was going to take. I did not know what awaited me, but I was full of confidence, having great confidence in myself and my two other selves.

The new road will be exciting to drive on and follow. I know at least something of what awaits me.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I saw something this morning, I was not quite awake. Chreel stood in the hall facing the front door. She had a large camera with a telephoto lens in hands. It was just that there was no door there. Instead, there was a large pane of glass from floor to ceiling.

What was this? I was probably looking into another world.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I was moving through a very long building. On the left was a row of washing machines, all white.

The corridor I was walking in was split in two. In the middle there was something that could not be crossed. I walked on the right. By the look of the floor it seemed many had walked there. There were shoe prints all over, the floor was a little dirty. I returned.

This part of the floor was spotlessly clean. There were countless washing machines. There must have been millions of them.

I understand this corridor and the washing machines.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I stood in front of a desk at a terminal. I stood in line, there were many before me. Many others were waiting in a waiting room. I myself was the representative for one of those waiting. Up in the ceiling was a small surveillance camera. I understood it was following me because as soon as I moved in the slightest it moved to focus on me.

Yes, that is the way it is.

—— ooOO – OOoo —— 

I had lost everything, there were many children with me. I was wearing a sharp suit on me. The children had a bed each and were well cared for. I got help from someone with all of this. It was like a higher power was helping me.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I ordered a trailer for the car in two different places. I didn’t know which one I would take. A man in the first place showed me a written contract which was witnessed by two signatories.

I got my trailer and used it to drive many loads of boxes loaded with all kinds of groceries and cans of food to where I was living.

A woman was near me throughout; she gave me a lot of support. I did not see her, but she was there anyway.

—— ooOO – OOoo ——

I fell asleep in the afternoon on the terrace and saw a carriage with two horses pulling a giant hay cart. It raced towards me at a furious pace. The load was in flames, a fire unlike anything I have seen.

I did not know that the time was so close. I must hurry to get together what the children need to survive.

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“It was a new road I was going to take. I did not know what awaited me, but I was full of confidence, having great confidence in myself and my two other selves.”  

“What was this? I was probably looking into another world.”   

“I did not know that the time was so close. I must hurry to get together what the children need to survive.”