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21 July

I was going to fly somewhere. I had a green-colored ticket. Everyone else who was flying with me had other colored tickets. I think I’d done something bad in other people’s eyes. I flew all over the planet many times. 

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There was a secret place in a basement somewhere in China. No one had a clue about this place’s existence. Many people were there in the basement, including a woman who recently arrived there. This woman went up again to join life outside, and everyone marveled and wondered what would now happen.

Yes, what will happen? I have a hunch.

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This morning something I was expecting happened. I dreamt that Chreel and I were in the kitchen at home. I had a phone in my hand, the white one hanging on the wall. The cord was cut; there were only ten centimeters left.  I saw there were two different colors in the end that was cut off. It was no problem to put them back together.  I asked Chreel why she had done this, but received no response.

But no response was needed, I’ve been waiting for this for a whole month.

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This evening several people came to a closing meditation. It was the final meeting of a circle the way they did it in the past. And there was meditation.

I was sitting in a car, driving along. In front was a kind of triumphal arch, a gate without doors. It went OK to drive through it. Then, another gate appeared, perhaps only a meter wide. Gate after gate came, all narrower than the previous one. Then came the last. It was no bigger than a millimeter, but this too I drove through. What happened after that?

I saw an infinitely large flat surface and then realized that in my meditation I had succeeded in my undertakings. That love in the end wins the almost eternal battle against the dark force.

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29 July

Now that I have read back though everything from 1998 I see something that personally interests me.

It was probably so that in a distant time man became split in some way. The spirit could no longer stay visible in the body. Man had become so addicted to the dark force that the spirit could not handle it any more. It became separated from the body, and was left waiting for someone who could fight the dark force.

The wait was immeasurably long and should this someone not show up, man would kill himself and not only this, the entire planet would be destroyed or become a dead planet.

This has happened many times in the universe. I have tried to understand this myself time and time again but always failed.

We’ll now see what happens this time. I personally think that it will finally succeed so that which has been separated can become whole again. In any case better than it is now.

But that was not really what I was going to say. I know how it is, that I will in no way be able to see in the waking state what once left us humans. I do not know yet how I should go about it. I would think that which fled finds it quite impossible. I will work on it, not that it takes a different energy, but in any case.

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“That love in the end wins the almost eternal battle against the dark force.”

“It was probably so that in a distant time man became split in some way. The spirit could no longer stay visible in the body.”  

“Man had become so addicted to the dark force that the spirit could not handle it any more.”   

“It became separated from the body, and was left waiting for someone who could fight the dark force.”

“I personally think that it will finally succeed so that which has been separated can become whole again.”