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8 August

I dreamt I saw a woman crocheting, I do not know who she was. She was crocheting something long. It was just that she was working backwards. Every time she moved the needle her work became shorter. Normally you crochet from beginning to end. But here it was from the end to the beginning.

—– ooOO – OOoo —–

I was with a man on a farm. It was definitely in another frequency. A woman offered breakfast. It was very special food, and it should be eaten in a special way. A man came up and wanted fuel for his vehicle.

I asked the woman “Do you have a gas station too?” Yes, that was the case.

It seemed as if this station was going to be shut down, as if it were no longer needed.

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21 August 

A minor disaster occurred. I fell on the terrace and broke my hip. I fainted a few times, everything was spinning. I got a lot of help, eventually I came to the hospital.

I do not know myself if this was the end or the beginning of something new, but I do know that I have learned a lot from this event. More than anyone can believe.

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I think it feels a little better now.  I have just done one of my rounds. It seems as if it still works. I have done this all week, many times in a stressed state, sore and miserable in my leg. I do not know if it was my big faux pas that did this, I do not think that was the case. Anyway, I’ll just have to continue, walking this path that I firmly believe in.

—– ooOO – OOoo —–

I’m still in hospital. I dreamt this morning. I found myself outside a large terminal. Someone was with me; it was probably my other self. Lots of people were flocking to the terminal too, they were all going somewhere. I did not need to enter the terminal, I was circulating around it. It was much like a satellite that circles our planet again and again. I saw a sight I have never seen before, not in this way.

I hope that all those souls get where they are going, where they are meant to go.

—– ooOO – OOoo —–

I was at a dance somewhere. There were several women who were interested in me. An elderly woman almost fainted when I touched her.

There was a younger woman I liked very much. She wanted to be my partner. “You do not know how old I am; there’s a big age difference between us,” I said to her. She insisted. I told her that it would not work out, but I do not know how it went from there.

The dance ended. A man I knew and liked came up to me. He asked me where I was going. I told him my destination. He said I could go with him for a bit as he was also going that way.  During the journey I told him of a hunting lodge where I used to spend the night in the loft as a child. He told me he had spent the night there. I realized then that the man was myself.

Then the picture changed, I was on a farm somewhere. In the kitchen were a few women preparing coffee out in the courtyard.

I recognized the voice of one of them; it was the older woman I met before at the dance.

Out in the courtyard stood a large table and a small table. There were chairs that looked a bit primitive, standing by a wall. They looked as if they had been made in a hurry.

At the table already sat a few elderly men whose work had a great influence on the Earth.

A special car was nearby, I had never seen such a thing before. I felt it was like a sort of space capsule.

I did not know at which table to put myself. At the small table two people were sitting, one of them the older woman. The man who had driven me from the dance was also there. He waved his hand for me to sit at the large table.

One of the men, he was probably spokesman for the others, asked me if I wanted a job in Stockholm for a good salary. ”If you offered ten million a month I wouldn’t take it. If I got a hundred I wouldn’t take it. I won’t take it, not for all the money in the world, “I replied.

There, the dream faded away.

I’m not sure about the man with the special car. It seems that he wanted to be totally sure of me. I have recently been wavering a bit.

After this time around, I am completely sure of myself and will never do it again.

—– ooOO – OOoo —–

After my rounds I dozed off and saw three key rings. One of them was separate, the other two were linked together. They were two separate bundles, but still somehow linked together.

This can mean so much. It could be the nine, they come also in three flocks.  Keys are something that will open what there is now to be opened.

Abstract or concrete.

It may also be that it is only me who has access to them.

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” It was just that she was working backwards. Every time she moved the needle her work became shorter.”  

“I did not need to enter the terminal, I was circulating around it. It was much like a satellite that circles our planet again and again.”  

“It could be the nine, they come also in three flocks.  Keys are something that will open what there is now to be opened.”