—– ooOO – OOoo —–

18 December

I was in a little house on an allotment. I lived somewhere elsewhere but visited this place sometimes. I went in; it had one single large room with furniture and all kinds of things in it.

A sort of radio or something much more advanced was on, a melody was playing.

I tried to pull the plugs out, but however many plugs I pulled it did not silence this radio.  I thought that I may get help from someone to fix it.

Then, two men came into the house. It seemed that they wanted to buy it or stay there in some way. I myself was puzzled. These two men said nothing the whole time. I even asked if they had talked to the manager, but received no response.

I looked and there was a woman walking down the narrow path towards the house, it was perhaps one of the speculators? No, that was probably not the case, surely it meant something else.

Yes, what can I say about this? The men who came in were calm and dignified.

The woman may well be the one that I sometimes think of.

Anyway, the connection is not broken. It was impossible to turn off that complicated radio system.

—– ooOO – OOoo —–

25 December

I fell asleep this morning. I know I was over to the other side for a while, it happens that way sometimes. I myself know nothing about what is happening or what is being discussed there.

I woke up suddenly and saw Ona. Quite clearly. I was so amazed. I saw those gleaming eyes, that wonderful face, like time itself. I was so happy with what I saw, I was in seventh heaven. Those eyes had everything, everything that exists in itself. There were all colors in them in very gentle tones. Maybe it was once like this at the start of life when man had total understanding before the dark force came. I hope that it will be like that again in time. I’m doing my best.

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“Anyway, the connection is not broken. It was impossible to turn off that complicated radio system.”  

“Those eyes had everything, everything that exists in itself. There were all colors in them in very gentle tones.”

“Maybe it was once like this at the start of life when man had total understanding before the dark force came.”