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1 August

Goran / Jorun: – I’m calling you, my other self.

Amper (always in italics): – I hear you and see you, Jorun.

– It’s been a long time since last, almost two months.

– Yes, Jorun I feel and know that you have needed the vacation these summer months, it has nurtured you in the best way.

– Yes, it has been a refreshing time. You know I think of you and Chreel almost all the time, you are always in my mind.  Are my rounds as they should be, am I of help to all those souls in all the universe? Is there anything I should add?

– Jorun, you know you’re doing everything you can both morning and evening for all you shout out to, call and seek.

– I really have nothing to ask about. I have come to realize that I can publish the book via my own business or similar.

– Quite right Jorun, you’ve thought this through very carefully, I have followed you in your thoughts and words.

– I’ll get going with it soon, it will be really fun.

– Jorun, it is approaching. You do not know how much has been put into your hands, you do not understand it yourself.

– I hope I can do it, that’s why I’m living my second life.

– Jorun, you can do it as well as you have managed other things.

– I feel something but do not know what. It is a kind of distance, it’s hard to find the words.

– Yes, Jorun, you feel something you have not felt before.

– I know that I have really accepted who I am so it’s not that.  When I am out in the woods or on the lake, I see everything in the light. Everything is so bright around me.  It’s almost as if the colors disappear in the light. I feel an infinite relief and a great calm when these events occur. I see it as a form of inner light.  I remember the dreams when I was standing on a stage and lots of people were sitting in front of me.  They had not been able to look up to the stage because they had become blind.  I went down to see for myself, to look up onto the stage. It was a light like no other, no wonder that the people could not handle it.  Do you remember this?

– Yes, Jorun, I do, I’ll never forget that.

– I do not know more what to say.

– Jorun, you are who you are for all time and you know it now. The future will be much easier now that you have embraced that which you are.

– Yes, I understand and realize that it will be, I will not know in advance because then it and me will not work. What comes will come, I will do everything I can and do my best.

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11 August

I had a dream this morning. Everything was about a special man. He came somehow from above. He returned and came back. This repeated itself many times.

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Something happened during my rounds this evening.  I had just come to the place where I pray for many people, both living and dead. I had just said a name. Suddenly I saw a giant oak tree with many branches moving strongly. There was no fire in them, but it felt like a strong energy.

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I cleaned some blueberries this morning. It felt like the blueberries talked to me. There was no common language but only by the feeling that I understood them. It felt uplifting to be involved and feel that.

I also this morning saw a nice picture: a blueberry shake with gleaming berries that glistened like diamonds. A living person cannot see a prettier sight.
That picture says it all.

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I saw money that went into a bank account monthly. It is even so in life with what is going in the life account. Everything we do, we must somehow return. This account is the basis for our continued existence once we leave. It also partly to do with our return.  We get the chance again in another body and in another existence.  If man could understand that that was the case, there would be no problems anymore.

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“When I am out in the woods or on the lake, I see everything in the light. Everything is so bright around me.  It’s almost as if the colors disappear in the light.”

“It was a light like no other, no wonder that the people could not handle it.”  

“This account is the basis for our continued existence once we leave. It also partly to do with our return.”  

“We get the chance again in another body and in another existence.  If man could understand that that was the case, there would be no problems anymore.”