Amper’s letters calm me
| I believe that the nine will hit already within the next few days. I am anxious. Amper reassures me it will take a few years. I need to collect resources to provide for my children after the collision. |
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4 SeptemberI talked with a woman on the phone yesterday. I gave her some cranberries, blueberries and mushrooms. She had had a dream this morning. She stood in the doorway and outside there was a tortoise looking at her in deep deliberation. In her dream the woman asked her husband what tortoises eat. The husband checked the internet and found out that they like cranberries. The woman prepared a plate with cranberries and something else. The tortoise ate with gusto. The woman asked me what this dream meant. I told her that the creator can take any form whatsoever.
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7 SeptemberGoran / Jorun: – I shout out, call for you and seek you, my other self. Amper (always in italics): –Jorun, I stand beside you, Chreel is here too. – I got a letter from you this morning, a very nice letter with lots of stamps of all colors. – Jorun, that’s absolutely right. – Something’s going on did I do something wrong in any way? – Jorun, remember one thing, you cannot do badly, you know that! – I sometimes wonder. I understand you have something for me, I feel it is important. Will the nine come on Sunday or the ninth of the ninth? – Jorun, it will be several years before this happens. You have trouble finding your words, you are too wound up just now. – One thing I know, anyway for sure. I will start with our book again sometime in late September, I promise that. – Jorun, I understand you so well. – Yesterday picking berries, I felt Chreel, the words came to me, ” Enough is enough Jorun, now you have what you need.” Somehow Chreel brought me even closer if that is possible. I love it when she comes to me and when she can get through to me, to reach me, I am privileged. –And you’ve got us even closer here in what you call reality. – I’ve been thinking about the last time we talked. I felt something with the distance between you and me, but have not found out what it was. – Jorun, you are absolutely wonderful both in writing and in thought. I myself, here where I am, am happy with you and your hard work. – Amper, my other self, the work is not hard, I do it with the greatest pleasure that exists. I’m like, you know, a bit sluggish at times, but I never give up, I never give in. I know part what will come in future and work with this in the back of my mind all the time. It may not take all my time, but it is there, always. Were parts of the letter about my belief or suspicion that the nine would come on Sunday? – Yes, Jorun, you were startled that time was too short to collect resources so you and the kids would be able to survive the difficult times. – Thank you, I now understand how it all fits. It feels as if a stone fell from my heart. –Jorun, I understand you fully, but do not understand in the least how you could develop this over time. – Yes, I have a hard time with it, I know that it works. Maybe I have a brain wave button or something like that. I wonder myself, but these reflections are taking absolutely no energy from me, I am thinking instead that I am the energy. You can take anything from my thoughts, you understand, I am opening it all up for you, the only one I’m doing this for. There’s nothing I’m trying to hide. What I know, you can just fetch it at your pleasure. – Jorun, I have never met anyone who thinks like you. I love you with everything I have. – Do write letters to me more often. I really like this letter thing. It’s after all the contact I have with what I call reality.
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15 septemberLast night doing my rounds I felt a very strong presence. I felt it for a long time in my whole body. Someone was with me. It is not often this happens, but when it it does, it comes in earnest. I felt happy afterwards.
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