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3 March

Something came to me today in the morning. It did not come from anyone else, but from myself. I realized in a clear moment who I am.

I realized at that moment what would have happened if I failed. I saw success and I feel great joy. I know in my heart that it succeeded.

The planet, albeit wounded, survives, and I myself have many years left to take care of those who are born every day, born into a higher consciousness and into a higher frequency.

Thank you from my heart, Chreel, my other self and our son Nanthes. Without you, our planet would have passed away. I love you with everything I have and am.

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I was out drilling holes in the ice for fishing the day after.  I started near the beach and continued towards the middle; it was a long narrow lake. I arrived there the day after to see a large gap in the ice. Suddenly it had became ice-free.

I had a small cottage close by. A woman was there. There were several people who just walked in without asking for permission. The last one was a woman.

I went out and saw that all the ice was gone; it flowed from the lake out via a major river.

At the far end was a waterfall with foaming water: the water was free and throwing itself off the edge. It was a very beautiful view and vision. I stood there a long time looking down the valley where the water flowed and foamed.

If this was a real dream it means things are happening fast now. It shows ice will suddenly break. I hope I myself can follow how it progresses in this context.

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7 March

This came during my rounds in the morning: Earlier,  I have not really been able to take in what I’m doing both outside and on our planet, but now I saw it all so clearly.

I understood why I see masses of people now and then. I understood their anticipation, their hope. They know what I am doing, but as I said they do not know how, and they have been waiting through several universes. That they have put up with it!

Now they can live in a higher frequency with a higher consciousness, they might even become whole again.

Yes, it will be what it is, love you all with everything I have understanding for. I felt in my bones this morning the confirmation that my understanding has come. It is so much easier when I accept and remain who I am and who I always in all time will be.

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9 March

I did my rounds early this morning, was finished by six o’clock.  I turned over in bed and fell asleep, I knew a dream would come.

I lived in a small house in the country and came home after being out.I discovered that many people were inside my house. They had put flowers in vases here and there.

A door I had not seen earlier opened. I looked at it, closed it and opened again, I was a little puzzled because there was no door there before.

Anyway, they sat there. I found out that they were waiting to go to a major city for some kind of event. I told them they could well take the bus because they were so many. I received an answer from someone that they would go by taxi. They were there a long time before getting ready to go.

A pretty woman, slim, lingered, I hugged her and held her for a long while. It felt like she did not know what she wanted to do. I let her go and she took out what looked like strips, several of which she put on her face horizontally. It felt that she did not want to show others who she was.

With all of them still there I told them that I myself had worked for many years in the city they were going to. I also told the woman who had lingered that she could take some of the flowers I had received.

“I don’t mean to be rude but you too can benefit from them,” I said, but got no response from anyone.

There was no doubt that they were visiting from another frequency, but which? I got flowers from them, which showed that they liked me. It seems that I have many such around me.

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I met a friend of mine who had recently left, in a dream. He was driving a big American car. He was slouched back in the car, looking worn out and a bit haggard. We planned to go to the mall together. He stopped and refueled for a hundred crowns. I thought, “That won’t take us far, when it is time to refuel I will fill the tank for him.”

We had a lot of goods and food to take back with us: among other things a truck with a full load of two-kilo flour bags. And there were a lot of other things that we had with us.

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30 March

The day before Easter. I’ve been sick for a few days with fever and chills, but I’ll be better soon I guess.

I dreamed this morning that I stood in front of a two-story building. There was no staircase to the apartment on the upper floor. Instead, there was a wide pipe with rungs of iron you could climb up. It looked like a difficult climb, but was not at all impossible. Is that my other self who wants contact?

Outside the house I spoke to two women, I do not know what about. The apartment on the ground floor was tastefully decorated. Beside it was some kind of storage room or hobby room where things could be done or made. This room was extremely well organized.

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31 March

Göran/Jorun: – I am shouting out, seeking you and calling you, my other self.

Amper (always italic): –Jorun, here I am and Chreel also is here.

– So nice to talk to you, I long for you sometimes.

– Jorun, you do not know what it is you long for.

– It does not matter, I long anyway.  I had a dream yesterday morning. A house with a pipe and rungs up to the second floor.  Two women, outside, a nicely decorated apartment on the first floor. I understood you wanted to talk to me. Is that right?

–Yes, Jorun, completely correct.

– Is everything okay?

– Yes, Jorun, it could not be better. Not so many days left now.

– I’m still not really following what you mean. Is someone about to leave? I am prepared as best I can, or is something else about to happen?

– You will see it and I think you will be very surprised.

– There is not much that can surprise me. But I understand that something is in the offing. I have prepared as well as I can. How is my favorite?

– She never ceases to amaze. She did not understand much of what you were doing. Now she understands a lot more.

– Chreel, how are you?

Chreel: – Jorun, I love you with everything I have, cannot do otherwise. I know you are sick right now, but you will get better.

– It is very nice for me to have you here, Chreel. I appreciate it in the highest. It will take a long time before I join you.  Amper, my other self, is there anything else?

– Jorun, I did not myself believe you’d come so far, you cannot go any further. You are who you are in all time.

– Thank you my friends, without you not life would not be so much fun. I now know that something will happen soon. I’ll make the best of it.

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“I realized at that moment what would have happened if I failed. I saw success and I feel great joy.”  

“Without you, our planet would have passed away. I love you with everything I have and am.”   

“The planet, albeit wounded, survives, and I myself have many years left to take care of those who are born every day, born into a higher consciousness and into a higher frequency.” 

“A door I had not seen earlier opened. I looked at it, closed it and opened again, I was a little puzzled because there was no door there before.”