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2 July

I boarded a boat that had been delayed.  It had waited for me and sailed to a barren world. It looked like the mountains. Further away there was a high apartment building with many rows of windows.  I felt it might have been a prison, but not in prison in the ordinary sense, but in all cases, a form of detention.  

I sat with several women at a small table, we talked, but I do not know about what.  I had something in a black bag that I liked very much and wondered if I should offer it to the women. They showed great interest in me and this bag.
I even saw roads and smaller houses here and there.

I was for a while in a different frequency, are sure of this.

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11 July

Jorun: – I am crying out, seeking you, calling on you my other self.

Amper (always in italics):  – Chreel and I are here, we were expecting you yesterday.

– I’ve been thinking a bit about writing the book. How is it really?

– First of all, all is well with you, as good as it can be. You have had many thoughts and the final phase is totally right. The woman you’ll visit today is exactly the right person to write up your texts. She will be very surprised and amazed. She will believe in you in everything you do. All of this is as good as it gets. Congratulations on her!

You are outstanding at solving problems that arise. There has never been anyone like you. You can take for you of this; you know so well how it all fits together.

– How is it with the man I know?

– He is one who has walked with you many times. It’s good that you help him, he loves it and he loves you in the highest.

– Chreel?

– There is no one in the entire universe who loves you more than she. She sees you kissing her photos from when she was young, and before you met her. She will help you more than you know.

– Without Chreel I would not have been here. 

– So it is my friend. You have struggled together from when it all started. Myself, I’m so happy you cannot understand. Imagine yourself the tremendous strains that have been since the very beginning, from the first breath. You and I have finally arrived. I’m so glad. I could not be happier. That happiness does not exist.
Everything will go well today at the meeting. Everything will be as you wish. Jorun, the energy is running out. As you say go in peace.

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17 July

I was this morning, I thought, in a different frequency. There were lots of children who gave me postcards. They were all of different sizes and colors. Some were only a few centimeters high, others larger. All very colorful.

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19July

I got this from my other self today: Sometimes it is not so easy for you to be in the mortal world, the world you are currently in. Is not it great to be in several worlds simultaneously? 

You knew this morning when you went to sleep that you moved to completely foreign places and conditions where you rightfully belong.

The work you do has never been done and will never be done again. You do not understand its meaning, but it is huge, to say the least.

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30 July

I had a long dream this morning: I was out on the water in a boat with two men. Two large dogs were in the boat too.  Something strange happened. The boat had two decks, the first was full of water, the upper dry. The engine was still running. One of the men started a bilge pump to get the water out. I went on land again, I was home for a while and returned to go back on the water again.

At the port there was a man who sank a truck into the water, the reason was that someone had found out something about him.

I was out at sea. A man had bought antiques and wonderful paintings with nature themes. This man loved to be out in the woods and on the water. 

We carried these things in a boat; he was going to an island where he probably had his residence.

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“I was for a while in a different frequency, are sure of this.”    

“Sometimes it is not so easy for you to be in the mortal world, the world you are currently in.”