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2 November

I was lying half dozing this morning. I saw what looked like a round wash basin with tiny grooves around like on an LP record. This basin spun clockwise. Then it stopped and spun the other way.

I got the feeling that I was seeing the whole universe. I approached so I could land in the middle. But right before landing I stopped myself. I was not afraid, but felt that I should not land, not this time. It was as if I could go both forwards and backwards in what we call time.

Yes, my rounds go both backwards and forwards. 

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12 november 

I was a passenger in a very large car, driven by a man. 

“You can drive now,” he said. 

We switched places. I was surprised the steering wheel was so large; I could hardly get my arms and hands about it. I was able to drive the car eventually.

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13 December

Jorun: – I am calling for you, my other self.

Amper (always in italics): – Jorun, we are both here.

– I think I’ve been a little rebellious the last few days. I do not know what came into me.

– As I predicted, it is not easy to be both human and the one you really are.

– You may have seen my thoughts and concerns the last days, how are things with me?

– Everything is good with you. You must understand that it does not always go the way you think.

– Yes, my friend, this I fully understand.

– You Jorun, you understand that you are doing that which cannot be done. You never give up, you just continue on your quest no matter what happens around you. All the others who have tried have long since given up. I know you never give up. Everything works out in the end, be so sure of this. These words come from your creator and this you understand. As I predicted, you cannot go wrong. You sometimes think you are way off, but forget it. It is absolutely not so.

– I saw plenty of snow just before I woke up.

– Well, then you understand. Love is so strong, anything more powerful cannot exist.

– I’m feeling calmer now in every way.

– Yes, now you’re back. Back from your thoughts of recent days. Jorun, keep going. Everyone here is so happy that you’re back to who you are, I cannot stress this enough. Buy flowers for the people you are off to visit. You are our all, here where I am. We all love you as you are. As you say, go in peace.

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“It was as if I could go both forwards and backwards in what we call time.”

” As I predicted, it is not easy to be both human and the one you really are.”  

“Everything works out in the end, be so sure of this. These words come from your creator and this you understand.”  

“Love is so strong, anything more powerful cannot exist.”