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6 October

Together with an elderly lady I was on my way from a small town to another place.  A sort of contest or ceremony was going on. I was, I think, giving her a lift on a kick-sledge.  I looked back and saw someone in pursuit some distance away. The finishing line was only a bit away. I was so tired and exhausted, breathing heavily I just had to rest for a few minutes. 

We had my cooler bag with things in it – we had luggage it seems. I do not know if we arrived. I believe we made it, with me carrying her luggage the last, short distance.

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8 October

I am alone in my struggle against dogma.  My brain gets such positive recognition throughout the day and even at night. It feels as if it is totally different from how it was in the past. It is so different that I do not understand it. It is something that has entered that doesn’t belong to the world of mortals. 

That’s the other part of me that gives me this. This is somewhat strange; perhaps no one else has experienced it.

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10 October

I attended to my rounds early this morning. I fell asleep afterwards and dreamt for nearly two hours.  Chreel and I were on an outing somewhere. I did not see Chreel at first. I had my old white car, the one I owned before.

I picked some grapes and went back to the car again. It was full of grapes. 

In my reality, they could not sit on the car like they did. The windscreen and one bumper were full of grapes, and there were grapes down one of the sides of the car. I brought the grapes in my cupped hands and put them in a container. The container was over-full and I looked around for other things to put them in.

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16 October

I have been thinking about the dream with the doctor who was always working, day and night, over a long period. There was a container outside where I first opened the tap. It was difficult to close it then but I managed to close it and stop the release of the gas. 

It may well be that the nine musicians will somehow bring gas with them, or hit something that releases gas.  

I am thinking of purchasing gas masks to use when the time comes.  I do not think they will be needed for very long.

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20 October

When the soul leaves the body – is it then, in most cases, in a female form? 

I saw this once when a man left. Just at that moment, I saw in a dream that a woman left him.

Many of my dreams have only consisted of women. I do not think it’s just a coincidence. I’ll see if I can get clarity in this.

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“It is something that has entered that doesn’t belong to the world of mortals. ”  

“It may well be that the nine musicians will somehow bring gas with them, or hit something that releases gas.”

“I saw this once when a man left. Just at that moment, I saw in a dream that a woman left him.”